life goal

despite all my hidden feelings that will walk with me wherever I go, I beg you: can you please realize that this doesn't make any sense? or can you please tell me if you're finally done with me?
it's not easy to keep this life-journey but hey, i don't need to say a zillion times that i'm always here.
even if you're done, my darling, i'll make sure to make you proud of me someday. scout's honor.