Sometimes I think I should really step away from you, literally talking, even more and more. I have this feeling that you might be the right choice, the right one, the most  wise decision. Still, I could ruin everything if I accept this feeling. I’d put an end of all of this I’m used to and even take the risk of the biggest rejection I’d ever been to.
How am I supposed to deal with it? Why is it so unfair to feel this?
If I’m not able to love the perfect one (perfect even full with defects by the way), I really should get out of the scene. It’d be hard, but I don’t see any silver lining in this story.
I choose to break my own heart than tear your world apart.